4th of december

today i woke up at 4.04.. thats like pretty early.. started blogging this !! haha. didnt really have a good sleep though.. khesi woke me up !! asa usual started thinking all my craps that had happen.. SAD !! thinking and thinking !! but at last i came up yo a decision.. the decision was asying no to my head and saying yes to my heart.. cause i pretty well know i love fish and i don`t wanna lose him..till its the right time too.. when it was 5 in the morning i started having headache.. lol and knee pains!! haha ( fast forward ) this is what im gonna do once its 9 domething..as usual shower and get down to studies and today im gonna study GEOGRAFI ! which i would be pretty blur at !! haha ... oh yeah another thing , when i study now a days i can barely concerntrate ! lol
thats because of the thinkings and the heartbreak !! :( sometimes its really sad to think off what happen but yeah im try too forget my past !! knowing at the age of 14 and you have a bf ! thats all for now.. see ya soon.. take care.. xoxoxo